Between You and Me

After really enjoying a couple of Lisa Hall's later books I wanted to go back and read her earlier ones, but this one fell a bit flat for me.

Its clear that Hall is a great author, every thing she writes is compulsively readable, but I guessed the twist in this one about 20mins in. Usually this wouldn't bother me much, but given the entire book hinged on this one twist it just felt a bit pointless and when it was eventually revealed it was underwhelming. This may have been a more shocking twist when it released in 2016 but reading it now, it just didn't have the impact I think it may have done at that time.

I listened to the audiobook of this via Scribd because a fellow blogger and friend recommended it to me. I am fairly new to Scribd and there are so many books on there and I couldn't pick one so I asked Noriko which one she would recommend because she has listened to so many of them. She recommended 2 books and I went with this one because it was available to me at the time. Thank you so much for the recommendation Noriko.

Now I didn't end up enjoying it as much as she did but overall I thought it was an ok read. I had to sit on this review for while because when I finished it I wasn't really sure how I felt about it and honestly I'm still not really sure so lets hope I can formulate some coherent thoughts here.

This book is about an abusive relationship and it goes into detail. It was so infuriating to read about the abuse and all of the reasons the abused chose to stay. Of course I know what I would say I would do in a situation like this but honestly you never really know until you are actually in it. I think that's a part of why it infuriated me so much. Of course the actual abuse was infuriating but the fact that in my head I kept saying I would have left the first time it happened (and I would like to think I actually would) but again you never know.

About halfway through it started to get repetitive and that was annoying. It's told from 2 POV and each chapter goes between the two people. To begin with there might have been a few times where I was like I read that in the previous chapter but halfway through it was like pretty much whole chapters were repeats of the others POV and it got on my nerves.

Now lets talk about that plot twist at the end. Don't worry I'm not going to spoil anything for those who haven't read it yet. First let me just say I didn't know anything about this book aside from what the synopsis said so I didn't know what to expect going into it. I didn't see that plot twist coming at all. It never even crossed my mind so I applaud the author for that. Unfortunately this is what I am hung up on with this review. I don't know how I feel about that twist. It's not a bad plot twist it's just... ... ... IDK annoying to me for some reason.

Overall I think the author did a great job of pulling me into the story by creating a believable plot. Like I mentioned earlier this was just an ok read for me.

Lisa Hall is a new author who has released for her first novel, Between You and Me, a tale of domestic violence and the shattering impact it can have on relationships and the ripple effect of that to all family members. The thing about this book though is I would honestly advise you to steer clear of reading lots of review on it before you pick up the book because there is a really big plot twist at the end of the book and I honestly can say I didn't see it coming and I'm glad I didn't so I am going to write a very careful but hopefully helpful review without giving too much away.

Sal and Charlie seem from the outside to have a very happy marriage, they have a young daughter Maggie and Charlie is climbing the ladder at work as a lawyer aiming to make partner. Having met at university and married young the couple have fallen into the routine where Sal is happy to help Charlie climb the career ladder by staying home and caring for Maggie full time whilst putting the career they loved as a teacher on hold.

The thing about the marriage though is that Sal is terrified of Charlie, lives in fear of how Charlie will react to every little thing that happens in their marriage. There have been incidents since they met which have been escalating where Charlie controls everything Sal does and if Sal doesn't do precisely as told will be rewarded with a slap, a punch, things being thrown or broken or things withheld. It is a volatile relationship and one in which Sal lives in fear. Charlie is living with the shadow of a traumatic childhood raised in a house where a violent stepfather ruled the house. This has led to a cycle that has now passed onto Charlie's own marriage.

The book leads us through a period where Charlie is trying to close a major deal at work and stress is building, as a consequence events at home become magnified and Charlie becomes more difficult to live with than ever, taking it out on Sal and reacting in violence. Sal knows that it's time to escape but doesn't know where to start and is too scared to take help, even from friend and neighbour Laura who seems to know what's going on.

The writing in this book was amazing. I honestly have to say that the way it was written was so very clever as to not give even the slightest indication of the twist that this book's final few chapters. I normally am really sharp and can spot twists before they come but this time when it happened I was really stunned. I had to go back and read a few chapters before. I was flicking back thinking “How did I miss that?” and it really challenged me as a reader.

It is a book that will make you stop and question how the author was able to do what she does with the plot so effectively and what is it about us a readers that allows us to make that possible and for us to be so blindsided by it. I would honestly say it's one of the books that has surprised me the most. I wish I'd read it a few days earlier when I answered a question about the most surprising plot twist in the 30 Day Reading Challenge as there are few books that have surprised me as much as this one did.

I would highly recommend this book, if you love a good thriller and you liked Into The Darkest Corner or Gone Girl then this would be great for you.