This was short which is a pro and a con, but it laid the groundwork for me to want to read more. I will be reading book #2 mostly out of curiosity but also a little because I like how chippy, confused, awkward, and protective Murderbot is.
In general, the relationship between Murderbot and the rest of the crew is cute, almost like enemies-to-friends or awkward-girl-dates-jock, just because of the self-preservation and poking and miscommunicating everyone is doing.
There are things I have liked about John Bellairs' writing since I was a kid – mostly, his descriptions of light for whatever reason... Uncle Jonathan and Mrs. Zimmerman are lovely, sweet, and understanding people and that's also a big plus, especially for a kid who didn't get a lot of that at home. I am going to try to read this whole series for the first time - my husband says I shouldn't because it could ruin it for my childhood memories - but I've never read more than a few, and I read them out of order so I'm going to try anyway. The point it, if you kid likes stories of magic and ghosts, this is a good one to try.
Easy, funny, darling - all things I've come to expect from Nora from her podcast. This reads like an episode of her podcast, actually, which is not a problem for me at all. But... I feel like this book is better-utilized by people who need a reason to know and love her, not someone who's already a fan. I will try another book next and hope it is sadder, I guess.
I listened to this book. I was hard to listen to so many swirling anxious thoughts all the time, but also I get it. It's probably hard to listen to because I have thoughts like this.
I hated all the times Gilda chose to lie to protect herself or her situation, but I also get it.
I hated all the times she struggled to do any small, simple thing, but I get it. At the end, when she is able to do so. many. things. (make her bed! brush and floss her teeth! cut up an apple! rinse her dishes and put them away!) it is mind-boggling to imagine struggling that much but also Doing That Much. (I'm sure you can tell I've struggled with anxiety and depression, by this point.)
Throughout this book, I've wanted to stop reading it a number of times because I was tired of her self-sabotage. That's why making toast and laughing with Eleanor would have been a really happy happy ending. But Mittens was the icing on the cake.
“What the fuck? You're alive!” Indeed.
It was quite sweet and calming, cozy. It went fast. It explored some important things. It is not a perfect book to me because everything seemed to be pointing to a big, bold takeaway and then I got to the last scene and it wasn't as sweeping as I expected. I don't think this is a fault of it, but this is my reasoning. I will be making notes all over a copy, regardless.