My cheeks were so clenched with stress the entire time I read that I have an ass of steel now, 10/10, would be traumatized again

“Above all: don't plant me in your heart. I'd grow too fast.”

Lovely to read aloud. A good chunk of the allusions and references flew over my head, but I'll chalk that up to me being stupid than anything to do with Rilke or Young's translation.

Ow, my feelings!

Fumbling to hit the 5 star button through my TEARS. It's peak, I fear.

................ Why is nobody talking about the cousin-fucking

This book feels like one big lore dump coming out of nowhere and upping the stakes for no discernible reason, alongside some truly baffling decisions on the part of the characters. I didn't hate it but mm, I do have Notes. See me after class.

A book of high highs and LOW lows. Loved the exploration of grief, fucking despised how Meat Bun seems to turn Chu Wanning's brain off whenever it matters most. It has some of my favorite moments, but also ones where I was supremely frustrated with the choices made.

It's not this book's fault that I hit a slump, but I am gonna be mad that it took me far longer than it should've to finish. Still having a fun time with it, though I do have some questions and complaints about characterization inconsistencies.

Fun side stuff! Took me a bit to get through it since the main plot was wrapped up and I was kinda ready to be done, but it was fun to see what's basically a canon anthology collected together.

Shen Qingqiu and Yue Qingyuan's backstory made me want to fling myself into a volcano so just jot that down.

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