Night Sky with Exit Wounds

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ocean vuong never fails to amaze... <3 one thing i really admire about his work is his grasp on structure. his control on the reader's ability to stop and start is masterful!!!

he gets it

“If you must know anything, know that you were born because no one else was coming.”

Boy, are the abandonment trauma, gun violence, guilt over sex and internalized homophobia strong in this one!

This been said, this little book is a delight, in spite of all the sadness gore, so gently embroidered with many, mant excerpts of excellent wordsmithery.

I cannot wait to read what else Ocean Vuong becomes as he matures with years and craft.

4.75 stars

“To love another man—is to leave
no one behind
to forgive me.
I want to leave no one behind.
To keep & be kept.
The way a field turns its secrets
into peonies.
The way light keeps its shadow
by swallowing it.”

Alright now this made me fall in love with poetry again, this is absolutely gorgeous!!

Really took my time reading each poem, and ugh it was so worth it.

Some poems didn't resonate with me hence the four stars, but I do not have one bad thing to say at all

Beautifully written by a talented poet. But I honestly did not enjoy this collection. I'm a little traumatized by it.
I recognize it as art and representations of feelings and experiences ingeniously shared i poetry. I will not be the same after reading it.

There are so many stunning moments of writing. However, the more I read poetry, the more I realized it is not for me.

4.75
Really enjoyed this. The poems are heartbreakingly beautiful. So many raw and vulnerable thoughts.

These poems contain a lot: violence, softness, darkness, and light rinse through the pages in an emotional dirge. They deal with trauma experienced and inherited, a burning of homeland and a loss of place, a struggle with identity, loss, physicality, and love. There were some beautiful lines that I will keep with me, e.g.: “Stars. Or rather, the drains of heaven – waiting. Little holes. Little centuries opening just long enough to slip through”; “How sweet. That rain. How something that lives to fall can be nothing but sweet.” But, there weren't any full poems that really knocked me out, just moments.

Turn back & find the book I left
for us, filled
with all the colors of the sky
forgotten by gravediggers.
Use it.
Use it to prove how the stars
were always what we knew
they were: the exit wounds
of every
misfired word.

The dedication to Night Sky With Exit Wounds reads: “for my mother [& father]” and the brackets between love for mother and love for father is one of the strongest threads in the weave of this collection of poetry. Ocean (I use his first name because I feel like I know him now and I've already fallen in love with his author photo & it's a beautiful name too) writes sharply about the deep unembraceable hunger for love and touch and wanting that comes with a father that hits your mother and hugs you with liquor on his breath and scares you with his weapons and his physicality. But he also has that poets eye, compassionate and cosmic, that sees his father as the survivor of a terrible war and a terrible time.

Sexuality is ever present and always questioned with suspicion in these poems. Straight women worry about becoming their mother in their relationships. Straight men worry about whether they are becoming their fathers. Gay men worry about whether they are their mother who sublimates her self for a man or their father who possesses another (not all straight relationships are like this, but I don't see the value in pretending like most are not).

Mixed race and immigrant children take the hard work of coexistence and assimilation into their bodies. The political status of your people are the winds that can blow self-esteem and security away. When I'm with white people, I say that I'm Mexican-American. When I'm with Latinos, I say nothing at all, because the real truth of it is that my home culture is neither Mexican nor American, it is the negotiated culture of my parent's marriage.

The cover photo is of Ocean as a young boy seated between two women. On his shirt is written—I gasped out loud when I made out the faded words—”I Love Daddy.” White bars with the title and author hide their eyes, echoing documents censored by the military, but also maybe protecting the people in the photos from being completely seen. You can still make out the scared expression on the little boy's face.