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This book tells the story of Henrik Holappa who founded a neo-nazi organisation but abandoned the ideology after being a nazi for 15 years. He tells about his childhood in Oulu, northern Finland and how he got interested in nazism when he was a teenager. After getting disappointed with the local skinheads, he found connections with several notable names in various global white power organisations and even ended up in spending a few months in prison in the US before getting deported. He also tells about how he wanted to stay out of violence and fighting, having a couple of muslim friends and even dating a black woman without telling them his true identity. For me all of this sounded like a story that could happen to our close friends or family members, even when they seemingly have everything in order in their life. Radical ideologies destroy relationships with our loved ones and hurt people who need our help and support the most. There is a way out if you just want to walk through that door. Henrik Holappa found it and this book is a public apology of his actions in his former life.