If I Must Die
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"If I must die, let it bring hope, let it be a tale." This rich, elegiac compilation of work from the late Palestinian poet and professor, Refaat Alareer, brings together his marvelous poetry and deeply human writing about literature, teaching, politics, and family. Alareer was killed by an Israeli airstrike in Gaza City alongside his brother, sister, and nephews in December 2023. He was just 44 years old but had already established a worldwide reputation that was further enhanced when, in the wake of his death, the poem that gives this book its title became a global sensation. " If I Must Die" is included here, alongside Refaat's other poetry. Refaat wrote extensively about a range of topics: teaching Shakespeare and the way Shylock could be appreciated by young Palestinian students; the horrors of living under repeated brutal assaults in Gaza, one of which, in 2014, killed another of his brothers; and the generosity of Palestinians to each other, fighting, in the face of it all, to be the one paying at the supermarket checkout. Such pieces, some never before published, have been curated here by one of Refaat 's closest friends and collaborators. This collection forms a fitting testament to a remarkable writer, educator, and activist, one whose voice will not be silenced by death but will continue to assert the power of learning and humanism in the face of barbarity.
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The vile American backed war criminal state hates Refat Alareer, the author of “If I Must Die” which is a collection of his works, for the same reason that it hates the boycott movement and the UN agencies that are staffed by his people. The reason being that any sign of non-violent resistance towards its atrocity filled occupation, whether it be through the arts, or advocacy, or even bureaucracy, destroys the morally bankrupt and violent ideology which it derives its legitimacy from. An ethno-supremacist ideology whose foundation rests on nothing more than mindless bigotry against Alareer’s people.
Alareer, a professor of English Literature as well as teacher, editor and writer, accomplishes this by the simple act of recording, in spare yet descriptive language the facts of his people’s lives under occupation.
About forty of these short pieces are collected here roughly in the order they were written, from 2010 to 2023.
The first of these works is a retelling of Jonathon Swift’s A Modest Proposal. It is, I feel, the weakest part of the book as the adaptation of the Irish satire to his situation felt forced. Every other however belongs completely to him and his people even though they are written in English, the language of the British, who gave away Alareer’s land even though they had no right to, and the Americans who continue to fund and arm the crime of crimes being committed against his people for more than seven decades and counting.
The first 180 pages of the collection were written before October 2023. They describe the experience of his people as one of unending oppression punctuated by days of extreme violence. The tragedies inflicted on Alareer, his family, and his people should be overwhelming, but his words also highlight the resilience of his people. It is impossible to get more than a bare glimmer of understanding of the horror that Alareer’s people face or the beauty of the culture that is able to withstand it with steadfastness. That Alareer is able to provide these glimmers over and over is a testament to his skill and to his heart.
The last 72 pages consist of what Alareer wrote and said in interviews from October to early December 2023. The horror is that what he recounts of his people being massacred by the hateful state is not very different from all he wrote before, it just happens harder, faster, without pause.
It is the rare page of “I Must Die” that will not shatter a feeling heart, the few that do not are setting up the ones that will. But the heart that will break will be an ignorant one and in need of breaking. The one that will grow in its place will not only be more aware but also more committed to justice, resistance, and freedom for Alareer’s people. It is his triumph, a triumph that belongs not only to him but to all of his people who will be remembered for their resistance to tyranny and oppression and the heavy price they paid for the freedom that they will have wrested for themselves soon, Inshallah.
Throughout this review I have been speaking of Refaat Alareer in the present even though he was ripped from this world by a cowardly airstrike from the war criminal state in December 2023 on a residential apartment block. An attack that ended not only his life but that of his siblings and some of his nephews and nieces as well.
This is because he lives still through all of those who read and remember his words and commit to action to end the injustices visited upon him and all of his people. He has done his part in bringing to the world stories of freedom for his people and proving the hollowness of the stories told by their oppressors. Now the torch has been passed to us to take the next step and bring that story to fruition.
As he notes. “Don’t forget that <the land> was first and foremost occupied in the <ethno-supremacist ideologies’> literature and… poetry”.
And so his country is freed first and foremost in Refaat’s literature and his poetry. And not only his, as he makes clear he comes from a long line of writers and fighters and poets; a link in a chain that will extend far into the future and will become the reality of his people living and building in their free land in all of it’s entirety.
This is required reading for the whole world as far as I’m concerned.