Call Me by Your Name
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I was utterly charmed and wrecked by this book. It's an account of first love during a summer in Italy. Elio is a wise youth, Oliver is the house guest. They connect over a shared love for literature, music, the arts. There's an immediate intense bond, a push and pull ensues, mixed with the nervousness of youth, the intoxication of fear, shame, longing, the forbidden. The writing is sensual and lyrical, a beautiful love story.
“...not to give what I was dying to give him at whatever price was perhaps the greatest crime I might ever commit in my life.”
Este libro se siente real, íntimo y tan honesto. Me ha encantado, y es de esas lecturas que se quedan. Siento que seguiré pensando en ella durante mucho tiempo.
“From this momento on, I thought, from this momento on –I had, as I'd never before in my life, the distinct feeling of arriving somewhere very dear, of wanting this forever, of being me, me,me, me, and no one else, just me, of finding in each shiver that ran down my arms something totally alien and yet by no means unfamiliar, as if all this had been part of me all of my life and I'd misplaced it and he had helped me find it.”
“You are the only person I'd like to say goodbye to when I die, because only then will this thing I call my life make any sense.”
Que dire de plus... que dire. J'ai eu du mal avec ce roman, parfois pesant par son début, mais cette fin était juste magistrale. Tellement que je me suis retrouvé à retenir tant de passages, tant de citations, tant de coups de poings à même le coeur. J'en ressors les larmes aux yeux, mêlé à un espoir un peu aigre doux. Mais aussi avec la sensation d'avoir vécu et lu quelque chose de très beau face auquel il serait inhumain de ne rien ressentir. Magnifique.
“We rip out so much of ourselves to be cured of things faster than we should that we go bankrupt by the age of thirty and have less to offer each time we start with someone new. But to feel nothing so as not to feel anything — what a waste!”
3.5-4.0 stars
???Perhaps we were friends first and lovers second. But then perhaps this is what lovers are.???
I think I was expecting a little more from this book than it gave me. I got it in glimpses and fragments and parts but not in its entirety.
I'm a big fan of communication and dialogue, especially in a novel as character driven as this one. That's also more what I was expecting of it and that's not really what I got. This book is very heavily relies on the internal monologue of 17-year-old Elio, who becomes completely infatuated with the house guest staying with their family for the summer.
That part, the infatuation, comes across very well, to say the least. Elio finds meaning in every look exchanged between Oliver and him, finds whole conversations in tiny smiles and heart-stopping significance in that one time Oliver picks up the glass that Elio accidentally knocks over (honestly kid... it's just a glass).
I think the lack of actual communication we got between the two made it difficult for me to really connect to either of the characters. There was so much of Elio's internal monologue that it became a little overwhelming at times and for me, a bit of perspective might have helped. I felt like it stopped me from actually getting to know the characters themselves more, strangely enough, because Elio was constantly so concerned with Oliver. I think there's a very good possibility that that was done intentionally, because he's a teenager in love and the rest of the world can suddenly seem a whole less important or significant opposed to this one, wonderful person. And yet, the recreation of that feeling left me feeling a little unsatisfied.
I definitely enjoyed parts. I liked the vibrant, summer-y feeling it gave me (especially now when the days are getting shorter and more filled with rain), the kind of feeling that you get when summer has just started and everything seems endless and possible. I'm really curious to see the movie, and maybe that will help me bring everything and everyone to life a little more.
ps. peaches are ruined forever don't talk to me about them nothing happened with peaches i hate everything
Un roman magnifique dont j'ai pourtant du mal à parler ici, pour des raisons personnelles. Un prénom, parfois ...
**Audio Version 11/17 –11/22 **I purposely strung out this listen as long as possible, but also there were moments when I just had to stop. [a:Armie Hammer 17203599 Armie Hammer https://s.gr-assets.com/assets/nophoto/user/u_50x66-632230dc9882b4352d753eedf9396530.png]'s narration is pitch perfect. Somehow, in spite the story being told from Elio's POV, the narration, at least for me, provided insight to Oliver's mind. Many have opined on this “age difference” thing and I must say that I just don't see it. Oliver is 24!!! Yes he is teaching and is writing a book and can be as erudite as you like, but he's 24. A babe in the woods. As for the actual babe, Elio, has there been a more precocious 17 year-old? I think if time and circumstance had been different they are equally and perfectly matched and I'm sure that's what Elio would have wished for. Another thing I was reminded of, by the narration, is how much Elio lives in his head. I can wholeheartedly empathize with him. I was that person and perhaps still am to no small degree. shrugsLastly a word of advice: don't listen to the last two ‘chapters' of this audio in public. You'll find yourself ugly-crying on the train and it won't be a pretty sight. This may or may have not happened to me. Just saying.Next stop: The Movie.****************First read 7/28/16—8/1/16I've been punched in the gut.This is a story about remembrance and time; first loves that mark a before and after, the regret for the un-lived life that we can never get back. The bulk of the story takes place the summer when Elio is 17 and like every summer his parents are, as is their yearly tradition, hosting a young academic. That year it was Oliver, a professor at Columbia working on his doctorate.With his prose André Aciman envelops us in what it feels like to be young, smart, curious and falling off the deep cliff that is first love and never making it back to the other side. “Did I want to be like him? Did I want to be him? Or did I just want to have him? Or are “being” and “having” thoroughly inaccurate verbs in the twisted skein of desire, where having someone's body to touch and being that someone we're longing to touch are one and the same, just opposite banks on a river that passes from us to them, back to us and over to them again in a perpetual circuit where the chambers of the heart, like the trapdoors of desire, and the wormholes of time, and the false-bottomed drawer we call identity share a beguiling logic according to which the shortest distance between real life and the life unlived, between who we are and what we want, is a twisted staircase designed with the impish cruelty of M. C. Escher.”and this: “Perhaps the physical and metaphorical meanings are clumsy ways of understanding what happens when two beings need, not just to be close together, but to become to totally ductile that each becomes the other. To be who I am because of you. To be who he was because of me. To be in his mouth while he was in mine and no longer know whose it was, his cock or mine, that was in my mouth. He was my secret conduit to myself - like a catalyst that allows us to become who we are, the foreign body, the pacer, the graft, the patch that sends all the right impulses, the steel pin that keeps a soldier's bone together, the other man's heart that makes us more us than we were before the transplant.” Inevitably time passes and the summer is over and we come to an adult Elio revisiting that long ago summer of all consuming love/lust and opportunity lost:“We belonged to each other, but had lived so far apart that we belonged to others now. Squatters, and only squatters, were the true claimants to our lives.” This about killed me, and then there was this: “You are the only person I'd like to say goodbye to when I die, because only then will this thing I call my life make any sense. And if I should hear that you died, my life as I know it, the me who is speaking with you now, will cease to exist.” I'd recommend this to anyone and everyone. This book is a thing of beauty that will bring tears to your eyes but also, if you're lucky, make you remember that time when everything was possible and nothing could be done.“Twenty years was yesterday, and yesterday was just earlier this morning, and morning seemed light-years away.”