Allegedly

I was on the edge of my seat reading this, the writing was so compelling.

Absolutely hated chapter 18 but everything else was PERFECT!!!

Heartbreaking but hopeful at the same time. Such a compelling story. I felt all of the emotions for Mary and just wanted her to keep going and get through everything being thrown at her.

Narration by Bahni Turpin was amazing and really brought this to life.

Whoa! Great book! You think you've got it figured out... then WHOA! That's it! Read it!

was a 4 star read up until that last chapter. the ending was too abrupt!!!!

this was so good. it really made me think. that last chapter though totally just came from the side..it shocked me and I didn't see it coming. literally mind blown.

I honestly loved the journey this book went on. It definitely had me engaged and Mary is an extremely fascinating character! I wish there was a little bit more plot direction but I understand this book was more about the themes and being a character study

Read this book!

This book ruined my life and will be one I will be thinking about for a very long time.

i was settled on four stars until THE VERY END. oh my god. i need a moment.

what. the. heck. i'm absolutely floored. like what!!

Books CW: Murder, Mentions of attempted rape, Gang rape, Abuse, Ablest, Racist, Fatphobic and Homophobic comments.

I was initially very intrigued by this book because it's the only book by Tiffany D. Jackson that I haven't read yet (she's rapidly becoming a favorite). I really enjoyed my time reading it. There were a few things that I didn't like. Like the ableist, fatphobic, and homophobic comments some characters made. Also the mc was (apparently) diagnosed with ADHD but that couldn't be because she was “too smart”(??). I have ADHD and that lowkey hurt a bit i'm not going to lie. The ending left me for a loop it was a what's the truth? my whole life is a lie, type of situation. And I was kinda here for it. I loved that the author left us with more questions than answers. And how the end was left to the readers interpretation.

All in all this was a good debut and I know that TDJ's books just keep getting better. Which has me even more excited for what she has in store in the future.

what. the. heck. i'm absolutely floored. like what!!

Books CW: Murder, Mentions of attempted rape, Gang rape, Abuse, Ablest, Racist, Fatphobic and Homophobic comments.

I was initially very intrigued by this book because it's the only book by Tiffany D. Jackson that I haven't read yet (she's rapidly becoming a favorite). I really enjoyed my time reading it. There were a few things that I didn't like. Like the ableist, fatphobic, and homophobic comments some characters made. Also the mc was (apparently) diagnosed with ADHD but that couldn't be because she was “too smart”(??). I have ADHD and that lowkey hurt a bit i'm not going to lie. The ending left me for a loop it was a what's the truth? my whole life is a lie, type of situation. And I was kinda here for it. I loved that the author left us with more questions than answers. And how the end was left to the readers interpretation.

All in all this was a good debut and I know that TDJ's books just keep getting better. Which has me even more excited for what she has in store in the future.

Another reviewer wrote that they felt “manipulated by” this book and honestly, same. It was such a dark, difficult read with endless abuse (serious trigger warnings re: physical, emotional, sexual abuse near constantly throughout the novel). You root for Mary and think at one point that a happy ending might be in store and yet... yikes!

Excellent writing, I finished within 24 hours. But holy hell!

[b:Allegedly 30037870 Allegedly Tiffany D. Jackson https://i.gr-assets.com/images/S/compressed.photo.goodreads.com/books/1476974718l/30037870.SY75.jpg 50000013]One of the most Gut-Wrenching Reads of 2019I started reading Allegedly by Tiffany D Jackson on a whim. I was looking for a book to read in between books and was drawn to this by the title. When I read the premise, I knew I had to read a bit more. It became one of those books I tore through, felt it was a bit longer than needed to be, and then disliked the ending so much it almost ruined the rest of the book. This was a sad story that was so vividly written that it is heartbreaking. Mary Addison murdered a baby when she was 9 years old, allegedly. She has moved from “baby prison” (solitary confinement) to juvie to a halfway house where she can leave under supervision. Her fellow prisoners torture her regularly, from simply throwing her stuff on the floor to much worse things later in the book. Mary has been in the prison system for so long; she is numb to most of it. I know this subject matter might be hard for many readers but if the subject matter does not scare you, I do hope you give this a chance. For those who have triggers, there is abuse, statutory rape, torturous conditions, and of course the murder of an infant which gets described in detail several timesThe worst part is everyone knows her story. Her story has been written about in numerous books and it looks like it may be made into a movie. In a place where people assume, knowing your crime is a different story.Mary gets visited by her mother regularly on Sunday, where her mother stays for about 15 minutes to talk about her new life. Mary also works at an elderly home, where she has met Ted, an 18-year-old who has gotten 16-year-old Mary pregnant. Mary has also gotten a new roommate who is working through the justice system with an independent group who helps those who have received injustice get justice. The connection to that is Mary has started to remember things about that night when she allegedly murdered a baby and it doesn't seem to add up. Four things bothered me about this book. The first being that this book is listed in the young adult genre. I would have a hard time having anyone who is under the age of 17. The second was the length. At about 400 pages, it becomes a bit too long. The third was the Ted story, as it was a bit clichéd. As soon as Ted is introduced, you know he is going to get her pregnant and you know he is going to be something else (I will not spoil, but you learn quickly what that something else is). Finally, the ending. I have talked to a few people online who also disliked the ending. the reader journeys through 390 pages or so and the last few pages simply ruins the book. I am not going to spoil, but just be prepared.Now for the positives, as there were more than negatives. Mary's story about that night unfolds wonderfully. You get glimpses here and there, but you do not get the whole story until you need to. Her relationship with her mother is well described and thought out. It would be a tense relationship between them. It is also an incredible look at the injustice found within the justice system. Overall, I sort of enjoyed this one. It was a good story, but it is brutal in places, so how could one enjoy brutality? I gave this one three stars because the ending ruined it for me truthfully.

This was a really good book. It sent me through a lot of emotions. I wasn't expecting the ending.

Well, that left a decidedly bitter taste in my mouth. And I kind of liked it. I'm pretty sure I will be thinking about this book for weeks to come. My only quarrel with it (and it is minor) is that the book is slightly too long. It could have wrapped up quicker. But all in all a great read.

Solid 4.5. Teens will EAT THIS UP! The audio was fantastic (as is ALL Bahni Turpin - what can't she do?!) and the twists were surprising. My feelings for Mary were constantly changing and Jackson doesn't ease up on the drama and tension, sliding in a few devastating lines at the end. The characters aren't real but the horrors of teen incarceration, the foster system, and teen violence, especially to TOC are. Look forward to book talking this and hearing students' reactions to the book!

If the point of this point is to introduce the juvenile detention system of the US to readers, it succeeds on many levels. It the point was a meditation on race and crimes on children, it comes up short. This was a tough read, it's not enjoyable-per se. It's a dark story, too dark at times I think. There is no good thing in Mary's life. Nothing. The narrative never gives Mary or the reader a break and because of it, the reading of Allegedly takes a toll. I felt like the entire existence of Mary was just for her to suffer and that type of martyrdom never feels realistic to me.
Is this an important book? Yes. I think it would do readers a service by introducing them to a world they may not know exists. Do I think it borrowed heavily from Push by Sapphire? Yup.
Read for book club, third month.

3.5 stars. Fast-paced read that really made me question how we handle criminal investigations, sentencing, the juvenile “justice” system, and more - but that twist at the end frustrated me. If you were horrified yet intrigued by Lesley Nneka Arimah's short story “Windfalls,” this is a good book to pick up.

I would have given this book 5 stars but the ending really threw me through a loop and not in a good way. The whole book has you believing one thing and then the last 5 pages or so do a 180.