Mimi
Update 2: lol um I forgot I actually did have a log of my thoughts for this, it was in my obsidian and I forgot. Anyway, will still update this again when the English version comes out.
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I went into this fully knowing this was tagged with lack of communication and misunderstanding, yet I still wanted to give it a chance because I've read better with those tags. I feel like what pissed me off the most was the level of "dodging" Kaname was so adamant in doing that he literally feels he's not in the wrong????? My guy, what do you mean "what happened" this is all literally your fucking fault!
This could've been a completely separate story about how Kaname felt their relationship was just built on sex, after realizing that this break from having sex demonstrated in the push back he showed that Shima started to feel like he didn't love him anymore. Kaname could've said something in chapter 3 leaving the rest of the chapters room for them to be on that break and learn about each other more. Ending it with a hard fucking after the Christmas tree kiss. Instead, we got a scene where Shima was frustrated enough to force himself on Kaname until he cries that it hurt because rape was more important to the author. I feel like the author really wanted me to see that Christmas tree scene and be sad, go "awww", and think it's cute. That they're so cute together when in reality there are flames... Flames, on the side of my face. I am fluming with how all this went down.
But you know what, I am sad. Sad for Shima that he had to deal with that shit and sad for me that I have to buy this because it's getting officially translated. And don't get me started on this scanlation
Update 2: lol um I forgot I actually did have a log of my thoughts for this, it was in my obsidian and I forgot. Anyway, will still update this again when the English version comes out.
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I went into this fully knowing this was tagged with lack of communication and misunderstanding, yet I still wanted to give it a chance because I've read better with those tags. I feel like what pissed me off the most was the level of "dodging" Kaname was so adamant in doing that he literally feels he's not in the wrong????? My guy, what do you mean "what happened" this is all literally your fucking fault!
This could've been a completely separate story about how Kaname felt their relationship was just built on sex, after realizing that this break from having sex demonstrated in the push back he showed that Shima started to feel like he didn't love him anymore. Kaname could've said something in chapter 3 leaving the rest of the chapters room for them to be on that break and learn about each other more. Ending it with a hard fucking after the Christmas tree kiss. Instead, we got a scene where Shima was frustrated enough to force himself on Kaname until he cries that it hurt because rape was more important to the author. I feel like the author really wanted me to see that Christmas tree scene and be sad, go "awww", and think it's cute. That they're so cute together when in reality there are flames... Flames, on the side of my face. I am fluming with how all this went down.
But you know what, I am sad. Sad for Shima that he had to deal with that shit and sad for me that I have to buy this because it's getting officially translated. And don't get me started on this scanlation