The first half of this book Rafe is me. I've never seen such an accurate depiction of my own sexuality before. The second half, not so much. I'm not into being touched as much as Rafe is after getting into the relationship. Close but not exactly it. Still the closest I've ever seen before. It's so weird to think that of the hundreds and hundreds of books I've read nothing else has come close to what I experience.
I really wish I could read casually instead of devouring books in one day like a starved goblin. This book was Perfection. World building 100%, Characters 100%, weird and interesting stuff 100%
Will I read this again? Hell yea! Buying the hardbacks as we speak. Also some extra book display stands. I need more shelf space.
I have to say, I am biased. You've Got Mail is my number one favorite movie✨✨. Hell, I was literally watching it in the hospital when I was giving birth to my kid. This book not only has You've Got Mail quotes and homages, bouquet of sharpened pencils anyone, but is almost like a remake in and of itself. I went into it with no idea and was squealing from excitement!
Also, whenever I get surprised by an ace spectrum character figuring stuff out it always leaves me crying. If I had received a better sex education when I was younger would I have understood my self quicker? How different would my life be now without years and years of thinking I was broken.
Feelings so subtle that you don't notice they are gently wrapping around your heart getting tighter and tighter until you are crying and can't stop crying. The happiness is also sadness. Just at or slightly below the surface, rarely overwhelming you but never gone. Not sad enough to die but not happy enough to live. Just waiting for the clouds to part for a bit so you can feel the fleeting warmth of the sun on your face before it is gone again. I'm angry at the sadness.
Finishing books like this, that touch my soul, is a sort of death. T.J.'s stories always touch my soul, but this one especially. Especially.
It was also very funny but right now I'm just feeling sad.