Try Not to Breathe

“Some secrets never die. They're just locked away.”

In this debut novel Alex Dale is a young journalist trying to hold her life together. Consumed by her alcoholism she has destroyed her family and career and is drifting from day to day in a haze, freelancing here and there, trying to remain functional and barely holding on. While writing an article about a doctor who is using brain scans to detect consciousness in coma patients she comes across a young woman who was brutally attacked as a teen decades ago and has shown signs of being somewhat aware of her surroundings. Alex remembers this girl, Amy Stevenson, and the case, being the same age as Amy when the attack occurred, and feels a connection to her. She decides to look deeper into Amy's case to tell her story and, at the same time, face down the addiction that threatens to end her life.

Despite being told from multiple points of view and moving around in time from 1995 (the date of Amy's attack) through to the present day, this book wasn't in the least bit hard to follow. I generally enjoy books that are able to successfully show the motivations of multiple characters and Seddon pulled it off here quite nicely. The glimpses into the neurological ward and patients seemed well-researched despite Seddon's admission that she took some creative liberties with Amy's condition and treatment.

I thought I had guessed Amy's attacker and, while close, didn't quite hit the mark. I always find that a nice surprise, though in this case I was a bit put-off when the attacker was revealed. The actual perpetrator and the motivation behind the attack wasn't really touched on until almost the end, creating a frustrating inability for the reader to follow along with the mystery. As a result, the book would have to be classified more as a “suspense/thriller” than a mystery. The character development was so good, however, that I would have been okay with whatever ending Seddon settled upon. The plot was paced well, descriptive, and while the motivations were a bit unclear for the behavior of some characters, it was overall so believable that I was fully immersed in this story. I can't wait to see what Seddon does next.

(Thank you to NetGalley and Ballantine Books for providing me with a copy of this book in exchange for an honest review.)

Unfortunately this felt just so average. There were interesting parts, surrounding the research being done on patients in vegetative states, but outside of that it was quite slow, had completely uninteresting characters (like do we really need another alcoholic main character?

I received an advanced copy from Netgalley to read and review.

After a few false starts, I finally got into this story. The storyline bounce back and forth between current day and the past and was sometimes hard to keep straight. But once it picked up, I really enjoyed the mystery.