This Fate That Guides Us

I just met the Mother of all angsty reads, that holds the crown jewel of the miscommunication/non communication trope, and I am proud I survived. I am so, so happy to find a book that can shake me, make me scream with frustration and provoke real feelings in me, because I was tired of stories I can't feel and connect with. So yeah, I am obviously a “glutton for punishment” after the author so kindly threw me in a meat grinder and squeezed the air out of my lungs, while I was trying to figure out what I liked the most from the book.
First and foremost - I don't like type of characters like Omen for sure - the back and forth in her train of thoughts - To tell or not to tell, to act or not to act gave me a whiplash, honestly. I like fictional characters with gusto and inner fire that grab their life like bull for the horns and ride it hard, consequences be damned. But that's exactly why I fell in love with the story - the prospect to see a plot so captivating that a single non likeable character couldn't stop me. I was also searching for omegaverse stories where nothing is candy sweet and flows smoothly from the start. Even better if it leads to fractures in existing bonds and threatens to tear apart fated mates.. I wanted to feel tension, doubts, rejection, anguish, pain and self destruction and I got it perfectly delivered all in one plus the bonus of a mighty big cliffhanger. What more can I say - if you want different flavour of Omegaverse where everything goes sideways before it gets better /hopefully, who knows/, then try this one.