The Strange and Beautiful Sorrows of Ava Lavender

TO MANY, I WAS MYTH INCARNATE, the embodiment of a most superb legend, a fairy tale. Some considered me a monster, a mutation. To my great misfortune, I was once mistaken for an angel. To my mother, I was everything. To my father, nothing at all. To my grandmother, I was a daily reminder of loves long lost. But I knew the truth — deep down, I always did. I was just a girl.

— Well that was strange and uhhh beautiful? But kidding aside, it's a really beautiful book about how love makes us such fools.

The Strange and Beautiful Sorrows of Ava Lavender by Leslye Walton was a different read then what I am used to. It is written in third person with a handful of different stories and/or characters to keep track of. The general story is different. It isn't about hope and it barely has a happy ending. It was more of a story about self discovery, the hardships in life, and has a little of a different background for Ava.

I felt like this story was good going into not knowing what was going on or what it was about. That is how I enjoyed it anyway. I am not sure I would of picked it up if I knew the brief explanation on what it was about but I am very happy I did.

[ WARNING MAY CONTAIN SPOILERS ]

The story itself has many different points of views or character stories to read. It doesn't have a particular order but it starts out in the early 1900s. The entire story is about the background on Ava's family and how she was born. The readers learn about her great great grandparents (The Roux's) and how they came to the land that she lives at currently. We as readers got to go down the family tree with Ava and learn about each person and their love story.

We start out with her grandmother then make way to her mother's story. Leslye focuses mainly on her mothers love background. We learn about how her mother was dating a local boy named Jack Griffith who has a father that does not approve of their love. Jack has been trying to get his fathers approval all his life and decides to go off to college. Her mother does not like this plan because she thinks he may forget her. Spoiler alert, he finds someone else. Shocker! He decides to marry this boring girl he found at college to make his father approve of him instead of the love of his life. They have one last night though and Ava's mother ends up pregnant with is child.

When her mother finally gives birth, Ava comes out with wings that can wrap around her. The doctor is shocked by how she was created to be but there is another shock. She has a twin brother! Her brother is a little odd though and doesn't make a sound. It isn't until they are around the age of 14 or 15 that he finally talks and it is just phases.

As Ava grows, she is trying to fit into a world where she is not welcome. People are still confused by her and why she has wings. Ava herself doesn't even know and tries to hide who she is because she wants to be normal. Just like anyone else in a book that has something different about themselves. She has a best friend though and eventually has a boyfriend.

She meets this man named Nathaniel Sorrows who is obsessed with her as an angel. He watches her and researches about angels daily. Right off the start he seems odd and creepy but Ava seemed to like how he acted around her at first. His touch was interesting and the way he spoke gave her chills. His point of view is written in letter from from his personal journal which was interesting to read about because it was his thoughts. As time went on, the reader saw how he became obsessed with Ava. Even to the point where he ended up hurting her.

She was out in the rain after being with her best friend and boyfriend walking home when she ran into Nathaniel Sorrows.This part of the book was odd and creepy as he asked her to come inside. He becomes over obsessed with her wings and ends up cutting them off. She is rushed to the hospital where she is taken care of. Now she is who she wants to be. Normal.

This book was very interesting to read and written differently. I really enjoyed the different point of views and how we got to know the entire background of the family. I personally enjoyed reading about Ava's mother and he rite of passage in the book with Jack and then Gabe. This book was an easy read and was quickly demolished while I was at work. I would pass this book onto someone else who wants to read something different and a tad dark for a change. This wasn't a love story but a way of telling a story of someones past, present, and future.

5 stars I'll be back with a review because WOW. TW: Sexual assault.