The Song of Achilles

so I get that this book has wonderful writing
But I lost
All interest
In the middle. I love the gay, love the overall mythology and story surrounding Achilles but holy shiT. Achilles was possibly the most whiney ass mofo I have ever read in my entire life like I don't care if it was part of his culture he needed to die or else I would've thrown something. Patroclus please choose someone better in ur next life. The book was fine but I regret buying it ? (Thank goodness it was used LOL)
Sorry if this sounded harsh but maybe next time maybe it'll be better :) if I'll ever touch it again