Notes From Underground

Reread this in english. I understood a little more this time, and im so impressed, this revolting character, he feels so familiar and relatable, its scary, and he comes across so human, in is paradoxes and outcries, his feelings and passions fleeting at all times. despite him ruining his own life, and the ones he loves, it's still his "own" life and he lives honestly and may our despair give our life meaning.