Jade War

son. of. a. bitch.

these words are obviously not enough to describe the rollercoaster of emotions I had to go through whilst reading but dear god. this was so so good, it hurt so good as well. my feelings have been a bit off about shae throughout but by the end i realized that they all have lost something, have sacrificed way more than they should have. its true shae's assumption of hilo being too haughty or always resorting to violence will piss me off but i also understand her as a human who wanted to be her own person. it's true that if she had joined the clan as soon as she came back, Lan could have been alive or better yet, things wouldnt have been so bad. i hate that hilo is so misunderstood, that no one appreciates his love and devotion to the family, to always protect them at what ever cost. but i love them all the same. though hilo is my favorite.

PS. fucking bero wont drop dead would he. like i dont want even ayt madashi to die as much as i want bero to do so

cant wait to see what happens next. but also terrified.