Fangirl

So, okay, I know I'm wayyyy late to this party and people on Twitter have been recommending Fangirl by Rainbow Rowell to me for ages, but I finally got around to it! And. Um. Well.

I loved it.

So the number one thing I've heard people rave about with Fangirl is that they found it really relatable, and, well, I'm going to jump onto that bandwagon because reading Cath was like reading me (I mean, awkward, anxiety-prone, introverted writer? IT'S LIKE YOU KNOW ME, RAINBOW ROWELL). There were so many moments that I thought wow, I've done that or wow, I've felt exactly like that and I have to say? That doesn't really happen often. In fact, I can't really think of even one other time where that's happened before.

But what I really really really loved about Fangirl was something I wasn't even aware the book covered at all: mental illness representation.

I don't think this is a spoiler, since we kind of learn this pretty early on: Cath's dad is bipolar and she deals with some major anxiety struggles. Cath, at least, is never officially diagnosed with anything, but we can see right from the beginning that the anxiety she struggles with is much more than the norm. And it wasn't just that it was included that I loved (though that's part of it), but it was the way Rowell handled it so respectfully and without judgment.

I'll openly admit that I haven't had the chance to read many anxiety-prone protagonists (though not because I don't want to!), but I can say, at least for Cath, that reading her perspective, and what things made her nervous, and how that anxiety manifested felt so real to me, largely because I've experienced many of the same thoughts and anxiety grossness and seeing it represented so honestly was so wonderful to read.

So go read Fangirl for the wonderful writing, the lovely characters, the gay vampire/mage fan fiction (yes, really), the realistic-yet-adorable romance and emotional ups and downs. But also read Fangirl for the way Rowell so respectfully portrayed characters with mental illness, without judging or stereotypes or harmful language or assumptions.

I'm giving Fangirl five stars and a huge high five to Rainbow Rowell. Fangirl is so very well done and I can't recommend it more.