Eliza and Her Monsters

aún no termino de procesar todo lo que sucedió, como odié personajes que me gustaban y me encariñé de los que consideraba odiosos y al final los perdoné a todos porque se volvieron tan humanos que no podía hacer nada más.
Me encanta la forma de la historia, a veces la sentí densa y lenta, pero creo que entiendo por qué debía ser así, no fue lineal ni fue fácil pasar algunas partes, pero eso lo hizo mucho más especial.
Eliza me rompió el corazón y lo remendó a su manera. Es una protagonista diferente a lo que se acostumbra en el mainstream, a veces la toleras, luego es genial, luego recuerdas que es una adolescente, pero igual te metes en su piel y te enoja lo mismo que a ella y en otras páginas, lloras con ella en su camino con la ansiedad porque te das cuenta de que parte de ti se ve reflejada ❤️‍

THERE ARE MONSTERS IN THE SEA said incoherently through sobs

2.7/5

Felt flat, but I can say this is the best of the fandom-based books I've read so far.

A bunch of nonsense.

AAAHHHHH I REALLY LIKED THIS
I love this book to the moon and back. The mental illness rep is just...chef's kiss. Eliza is such a relatable character for so many different reasons. I loved the web comic, the writing, the characters and the relationships between them (also internet friendships!!! my heart is soaring!!!). The family dynamic was really realistic, at least to me, who pretty much hates her family lol.
What I didn't like was how Wallace acted in the last act of this book. It really drove me mad. Fuck that shit. I was really rooting for him up until he went ahead and pulled that BS :/

AAAHHHHH I REALLY LIKED THIS
I love this book to the moon and back. The mental illness rep is just...chef's kiss. Eliza is such a relatable character for so many different reasons. I loved the web comic, the writing, the characters and the relationships between them (also internet friendships!!! my heart is soaring!!!). The family dynamic was really realistic, at least to me, who pretty much hates her family lol.
What I didn't like was how Wallace acted in the last act of this book. It really drove me mad. Fuck that shit. I was really rooting for him up until he went ahead and pulled that BS :/

500000/5 stars He had found her in a constellation.
Hey warning. There's spoilers. I forgot to mark them. Also I kinda get lost in thought with this review a bit so I kinda get off track but whatever. Thanks for reading and have a good day. Heart emoji and all that.

Do you know what? Let's just get personal here why don't we?

I was just shy of 19 years old when I read Eliza for the first time. I just finished my first year of college, where I had made a grand total of zero friends so far. I had decided to move into a new dorm room to see if I could get a fresh start. Make a friend. But the two girls that lived there already wanted nothing to do with me. I think part of it was because I didn't know how to talk to them because I have this little thing called social anxiety. I tried to make conversations, but I never know how to talk to people so the words I said didn't do any good. Those two girls had made it clear to me that they weren't going to be my friend, (because in all honesty, I do suck). Instead, I locked myself in my dorm room and read and read and read. I worked three days a week and talked to some people from Goodreads and that was about all the socialization that I had. College wasn't the best time of my life up until that point. (Don't worry though. It did get much better a few months later (right after the 3 year reading slump I'm still in started) when I got a new roommate who didn't care that I suck. We went to Disneyland and got matching tattoos. I went to her baby shower this weekend-she's doing great.)

So, when I read Eliza three years ago, it was one of the first times when I really saw myself in a character. Eliza was just a year younger than I was. Her friends and her life were online, just as mine had been. She was as passionate about her art as I was about writing book reviews (I wrote book reviews a lot back then). The way she described her thoughts and feelings reflected the same way I thought. Her thoughts would spiral just as mine always did. Her social anxiety reflected what mine was.

Then add in a plot and characters that I came to care a lot for in the 400 pages. I was proud of Eliza for the webcomic she created. My heart broke for Wallace when he wrote that email for his dad. I related to Emmy when she described how much she hated her teachers. Almost instantly, I was in love with this book. This book was a small beacon of hope to me that things change. Things get better even when it feels like everything sucked.

This book has always been filed away in my mind under “phenomenal read” I'm 21 now. It's been almost four years since I graduated from high school, which seems like so much longer than it really is. I used to read 100 books a year. For the past two and a half years, I've maybe read 30. And the past few years of my life, ever since I read Eliza, things have changed dramatically. Both for the good and the worst. That three-year slump hit. I moved back home from college. I took a break from schooling. I started working full time at a car dealership. My childhood dog died. My dad died. I got a niece (who's watching me type this and is really trying to either help me write this or eat my laptop. Who knows?). I started school again. And, most importantly, I finally get to see my one true love, Harry Styles, in concert in 133 days.

I mentioned this because, when I randomly picked up Eliza again yesterday, I was worried that I wouldn't love it as much. My social anxiety isn't as bad lately as it has been in the past. I am at a different state of life than Eliza was at this point. Maybe I won't relate to her as much as I used to? What if that is the reason why I loved this book so much and all that is gone?

But the answer is no. I still found myself in Eliza's thoughts. I loved following her to school and her home life and seeing the world through her eyes I loved getting to know more about her webcomic and how much she loved it. I love watching her slowly open up to someone new. I saw myself in Eliza in a way that I've never see myself. While I read, I didn't feel as alone as I still feel sometimes when I don't know how to talk to someone or why I keep thinking about the worst-case scenario even though nothing bad even happened.

I love the writing. I love the plot. I just love this book.

And even this time around, I've connected to other characters that I didn't really connect to the first time around. After the death of my own dad, I understand Wallace's desire to not speak. Being slightly older than 19, I understand her parents desire a little more than I did when I first read this. I get why they want her to open up a bit more. They care.

Eliza and Her Monsters is one of those books that reminds me why I love books so much. It reminds me of what I've been missing lately when I don't read. I posted when I started this book that I just needed quality content in my life and I meant it. I needed something that I knew would make me happy.

In conclusion, book is good. A good representation of mental health imho. Eliza is great. Wallace is great. Must read.

Anyways, sorry about getting a bit personal. I know you don't really care. Sorry this review isn't very detailed about the book either. Also, sorry there's no gifs. I couldn't find ones to fit. Thanks for reading. Byeeee.

I really enjoyed this story. It made me laugh and cry what a creative story.

Actual rating: 2.5

most likely this years favourite book. potentially on par with ari and dante but that is a huge statement. immediately finished and handed it to my sister sorting across from me. definitely need more content, be it fanfiction, fanart, or rereading it.

4.5 stars!!

2023: Yup, I still loved it!
2018: I just DEVOURED this book in one evening after work on my Kindle! I loved it so freaking much!!!!

I'm torn on this one. I think there's a lot Eliza and Her Monsters does well.

I like the message that creativity can be sparked through gobbling up the creative work of others.

I like the exploration of how anxiety can manifest as socially isolating oneself from the so-called “real world.”

I like how Eliza's parents fail at understanding her interests and means of socializing. In their naiveté they mistakenly belittle the scale of her accomplishments and the way her work connects people. Part of this is commentary on generational differences in uses of and attitudes toward technology.
But the book also touches on Eliza failing to grasp how sports do for her family what art does for her. People find joy and meaning in vastly different pursuits. Even if we don't fully understand why someone loves what they love, we can still appreciate how that thing makes them feel.

Zappia questions cultural assumptions about fame as something lucky to have and easy to live with. She describes how unexpected release of private information can rock someone's world and obliterate their boundaries, even absent malicious intent.

I liked looking at fame in the context of fandom; the shifting power differentials between creators and fans in a digital age. We can click a button and be met with overwhelming volumes of immediate feedback, good or bad. We use technology to interact with people we would have never met, and moreover, to interact with people in ways we would never in-person, face-to-face.

I'm fascinated by this idea that how people express themselves depends on the format in which they are sharing ideas. We text people messages we wouldn't say aloud (looking at you, passive aggressive college roommate group threads). Writing a goodreads review is different than discussing Eliza and Her Monsters with a friend.
Talking to people is different when you're alone in a car with them vs. in a bookstore at a Halloween party vs. texting vs. sending an email. The various methods we use to communicate change how we phrase things and whether we say them at all.


My main problem with the book was the relationship between Eliza and Wallace.

I couldn't quite understand why Wallace was so angry with Eliza when he found out her secret. Wallace hid plenty from Eliza for a long time. When he dumped it all on her, she was supportive and reassuring.

I understand that what Eliza hid from Wallace was different. I knew Wallace would find out, and would feel angry and embarrassed and betrayed. All of those reactions would be warranted. I think the issue is that Eliza's decision to not tell Wallace felt far more justified and fleshed out than did Wallace's response to finding out her secret.

Eliza was between a rock and a hard place. How could she tell him? How could she not tell him? How could she tell him and only him—in other words, how could she be sure others wouldn't find out?

Wallace was dismissive of the immense impact of Eliza's revealed identity. He seemed to see it only in relation to himself and his relationship with Eliza. But it changed a lot more than that.

It changed how everyone saw her. It fundamentally altered power dynamics between her and her fans. It drove a wedge between her and her work. That which she could previously create and share on her own terms was now inextricably attached to her birth name. Pieces of her life she had intentionally separated were slammed together without her knowledge or consent. Wallace minimized that. Eliza wasn't just being withholding and ungrateful. It was more than that.

It's hard to like a romance when you don't see the appeal in who the protagonist has fallen for.

Really liked this one. I empathized with a lot of Eliza's struggles, anxieties and depression. This book came at a perfect time for me. I've been stressed about work and have really no solid reason to be stressed by it because it is going well. Mental health is really something you have to work at, like physical and emotional health, they're all tied together.

I loved the incorporation of letters in this book because they served as a way for characters to reveal themselves, expose themselves in a way that's rare and difficult to do in person. It was a common theme throughout the whole book, expressing yourself in a medium that's deliberate and thoughtful.

Overall a great read and would highly recommend to those familiar with fandom but also to those in need of a little validation that being stressed, keeping others at bay, and being quiet can be a part of who you are. Even if you're doing well and your life is stable, that doesn't necessarily mean that you are or have to be. The biggest thing I learned from this book is that you have to be willing to open yourself to others when you feel like you're the only person in the world that's feeling what you're feeling. It will always be that others have felt the same, or can at least understand and possibly even shed light on what you're going through.

I am usually not put off by over hyped books, and I actually enjoy reading them. And I have never really been disappointed by one either but this book was definitely a let down.

Eliza is a typical anti-social teenager in high school who doesn't have friends or a very strong relationship with her family because she doesn't really talk to anyone. But she has an online secret. She is the anonymous creator of a very famous webcomic and is friends with two of her website admins. Then enters Wallace, a new kid in her class who also happens to be the most famous fanfiction writer of her webcomic. She finally opens up to him but never reveals her truth. What follows is the story of the consequences when her anonymity is busted.

Eliza suffers from anxiety and panic attacks and it was hard for me to relate to that side of her. I really liked the depiction of the fandom, her online friends Max and Emmy and also her struggle with finding motivation to continue her comic for the sake of its fans. I think it was very realistic and probably many authors struggle with such issues. But though I understand her issues with anxiety, I couldn't empathize with her. She blames her parents for not understanding her but when they try, she is very rude and doesn't even try to talk to them. Her brothers obviously love her but don't know how to talk to her because she keeps them at a distance too. She doesn't even try but blames everyone else for being indifferent. Wallace as a character is also pretty boring and comes across as self-obsessed and very rude towards her when the truth is revealed. Also, the little tidbits of her webcomic felt more like fillers and didn't add anything to the story.

The book wasn't really bad and I really wanted to finish it too in the hopes that it would get better, but couldn't like it very much at the end because I couldn't connect with the characters.

“There are monsters in the sea.”

These YA authors are really milking mental health issues aren't they? How to make money writing YA, 2017 edition:

1. Choose some trendy buzzwords:

> mental health (no knowledge of the subject required, just your bullshit opinion on it)
> fandoms (write some crappy backstory, yeah, yeah, it's really popular, we'll just take your word for it)
> dramatic romance [love conquers all, including anxiety, depression (where can I get my hands on some of this fix-all permanent solution?)]

2. Promote the hell out of it on every BookTube channel. No decent writing skills required, people will eat it all up because aren't made up teenage introverts who believe the world starts and ends with them the cutest thing eveeer?

What's so heartwarming about this girl being such an asshole to her parent and her brothers? Or being so addicted to her web series and her fandom that she loses touch with reality and she spirals into anxiety and depression? What's so cute about her boyfriend throwing a tantrum and urging her to finish said web series just so he could get a book deal? On the book he's writing based on the story SHE created. Especially when it's clear that she's unwell. And what's so cute about the fact that she just brushes her suicide attempt because her boyfriend finally forgives her? But it's all good because they're together and she finishes the web comic and and they live happily ever after?

This was such an amazing book to me. I normally don't read contemporary books but this has just opened my eyes to the genre and now I want to read more. Eliza is such an amazing character and one I can relate to when it comes to anxiety, panic attacks, and being so consumed in what others think of you that you feel like you want to disappear so no one knows you exist. The ending was amazing and most importantly realistic. I absolutely loved it. This books is a must read.

A video review will soon be up

Eliza is the least interesting part of this book for a while – when you're a depressed introvert with social anxiety, that'll happen. What do artists owe their fans? When does the act of creation take you away from the rest of your life? Can people get off George RR Martin's behind?

Maybe it's the teen girl in me hidden in the well-into-adulthood woman, but I like when Eliza's brothers school her parents about just how colossally they messed up.