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I give nothing away by saying this is a story about falling in love (re: see the title), but it's so much more than that. The book covers a year in the lives of some characters with...a pretty traumatic history, and the author takes full advantage of that to explore interior and magical worlds.

This is a slow burning romance that at times feels less like a forced proximity love story and more like a mystery/dramedy/adventure with a dusting of violence to keep things fun. The real occult references, fantastical world, and demeanor/audacity of the characters made the story feel almost biographical. And the love story brewing underneath is sweet and sumptuous, but also intensely frustrating in the best possible ways. The slow burny-ness has the effect of making you feel properly edged, so that when the romance turns spicy, each exchange is all the more satisfying. Also the banter between characters had me cackling out loud and in general - the rhythm/pacing and succinctness of writing was well done.

What was not enjoyable at all were the authors' notes at the beginning of almost every chapter. The notes were never more than a few sentences but I would have preferred them to be annotated as footnotes and placed at the end of the book as an appendix. I've never read a fanfic before so maybe this is how it's done? To me though, it was utter distraction. Also, if we're adding an appendix, let's also add translations to the many French lines in the book. They were beautiful but in the midst of some great scenes, I had to stop and hunt for a translation. I just wonder if there was another way to do it (having the French phrases but also giving context clues from other characters about what is being said in french? ). Having word for word translations in the midst of the story would have been ridiculous.... so it's not a straight forward problem that can be easily solved.

Author notes withstanding - this was an unexpectedly wondrous and heart pounding read. I wasn't expecting thrills but with hermione as a lead character, I should have known. I was 100% invested in the characters, there were so many enjoyable twists and turns with all the strange situations the characters kept finding themselves in...and I was falling in love, right along with them without realizing it. I loved, loved, loved it!

I probably should have taken some vacation days before reading this book. I read the version with the 19 epilogues (ok it wasn't 19, but it felt like it). I basically didn't work, eat, and barely slept over the 3 days I took to finish this thing. I just could not put it down, smh.

The author's clever use of flashbacks, the chronology of the story, the dramatic and harrowing plot twists, and he exploration of bondage...the many forms it can take and how the characters chose to deal with the trauma/ relationships surrounding it...I was just blown away. This book dealt with some heavy themes brilliantly, dealt with the many shades of love honestly, and did not shy away from sad and sometimes disgusting ways people can treat one another in order to reach their goals.

As much as I loved loved loved this fanfic, a tiny part of me wished it could have been broken up into 2 separate books or novellas...not sure what they would be called but yeah. There was just so much to digest. One day I'll go back and re-read it more slowly and maybe my heart won't be racing the whole time!

I devoured this book, it was so well written. The pacing was on point. The writing was funny, dramatic, and frustrating in the best ways. I always feel weird talking about honesty in fiction but there was a sense of truth and believability to the writing and especially between the main characters, their reactions, self talk, and interactions. I picked this book on a whim and its probably one of my favorite books in 2024. Definitely something I can see my self re-reading in the future.

I took away one star because of the music playlist at the beginning of the book, as well as the songs mentioned at the beginning of almost each chapter. I understood the intent, but for me it was like breaking the 4th wall. They could have been woven into the story more discreetly IMO.